Antihistamine for My Restless Mind

Monday humiliation,
Tuesday soffucation,
Wednesday condescension,
Thursday pathetic,
by Friday, life has killed me,
by Friday, life has killed me,
--- Morrissey

Thursday, August 24, 2006

You amazed me again!


We won! We are moving onto the second round. Once again, the Chinese Basketball Man Team has amazed the world. Struggled under the injury of Yao and Wang--the two best players in the team, the 12 Chinese men beated Slovenia--a team with five NBA players and got into the second round.
They certainly deserve my respect. That's also why I skipped classes for the past two days just to watch the game. It is good~~ It is good~~~
I love this game. I love our basketball team even more. They are the men with character. :)

Sunday, August 20, 2006

Sunday afternoon

My girl is sleeping.
I am holding a cup of hot milk, and trying to do some work.
Calm, peaceful and joyful, nothing is better like this for Sunday afternoon.
Besides the little headache I get from time to time.

Saturday, August 19, 2006

Sheares Hall

Laundry is FREE for Sheares. heehee
I just went to do my laundry and the cashcard slot is blocked. Initially I thought the machine was spoiled, but somebody came by later and told me that the hall made it free for the coming year.

Just met one of my very best friends when I was in the valley. That reminds me of too much beautiful memory. The crazily loud song we played everytime we took his car.

Friday, August 18, 2006

A new day

Neural network is an engineered artificial network that can predict the future values of a particular system. There are mainly two types--pattern recognition and regression function.

Basically, you teach the system to know more so that it will learn and know what will happen in future. lalala...

The darkest part of my brain tells me "someone has done exactly the same thing as you before. So why are you going down the same path?"
"It is ignorance. Ironically ignorance drives people sometimes."
"How far can it go?"
"...as far as we want it to be... heehee...I have to go to the library. lalala"

P.S I hate people lying on my back. "~~~It is my life~~"

I miss year 1. Innocence and naivety give you nothing to think and nothing to fear.

Thursday, August 17, 2006

Web 2.0

It is always easy to say but hard to do.
CSS + HTML on Ruby on Rails is not that easy to write.
I do believe separating the structure (HTML tags) from the presentation (CSS) is a brilliant idea, but building up the design of a website from scratch is not that easy.
Erm, I remember I have a long-lost friend who is really professional on website design. I hope I would be enlightened someday.
P.S there is a little black fish in a small water tank in our pantry. It has been there for days. From the despressing expression it is showing, I know it is starving. I will move the little fellow to the block B pond if nobody takes it back by tomorrow.
Sigh, I miss my Minolta. :) I will buy a canon next time since Minolta has fallen off the competition and does not produce cameras any more.

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

闲间无事,贻笑大方

我的初恋女友初恋时19岁.   
我的现任女友初恋时16岁.      
我的初恋女友是我的大学同学.   
我的现任女友是我在泡吧时认识的.     
我连哄带骗花半个月后与我初恋女友kiss下.   
我与现任女友认识的当天就在一起**.     
我和初恋女友发生关系的地点在我们宿舍.  
我和现任女友在四星的酒店开房.     
第一次和初恋女友约会.吃的是二块钱一碗的刀削面.她说吃不了还夹了一大半给我.   
第一次和现任女友约会,吃的是八十八元一份的西式牛排.完了
她还要了一份水果沙拉.    
第一次走路送初恋女友回家,她神采飞扬.笑个不停   
第一次走路送现任女友回家,她说我小气,怎么不打的.     
送初恋女友一个“史卢比“她高兴好几天,不停的向她室友炫耀.   
送现任女友一个铂金戒子.她看了两眼,放近抽屉.原来是嫌它小了.
初恋女友买衣服时,逛的大型批发市场   
现任女友买衣服时,逛的是品牌专卖店    
与初恋女友吵架,她边抽泣边小声问到:“你不爱我了吗?”   
与现任女友吵架,她坐在沙发上指着我骂道:“你们男人没一个好东西”     
与初恋女友在一起时,她把家里每个月寄给她的生活费存到我的食堂饭卡上.  
与现任女友在一起时,我每个月的工资存到她的存折上.    
与初恋女友在一起,早上我醒来时候,她已经买好了早餐等我起来吃.   
与现任女友在一起,她躺在床上对我说:“老公,我饿!去给我买早餐.”    
初恋女友下课后在我教室门口等我一起去食堂吃饭.甚至有时打了饭送来给我吃.   
现在我经常下班了回来买菜做饭等现任女友回来吃.甚至有时还得给她送过去.     
初恋女友经常坐在我身边陪我上网到天亮,最后她伏在桌子上睡着了.   
现任女友经常打麻将打天亮 ,我坐在旁边看着,最后我坐在凳子上睡着了.      
初恋女友听见我和死党们说黄色笑话会脸红.   
现任女友经常把她手机里的黄色短信转发给我.
初恋女友经常坐在我身边陪我上网到天亮,最后她伏在桌子上睡着了.   
现任女友经常打麻将打天亮 ,我坐在旁边看着,最后我坐在凳子上睡着了.      
初恋女友听见我和死党们说黄色笑话会脸红.   
现任女友经常把她手机里的黄色短信转发给我.    
第一次牵我初恋女友的手,她的手心在冒汗.呆呆的她任由我牵着(准确说应该是任由我拖着)  
第一次牵我现任女友的手,她自然的把手指反扣过来,牵着我     
第一次与初恋女友接吻,她全身发麻.傻傻站着,发不出声音.   
第一次与现任女友接吻.她把自己的舌头伸向我的口中.    
第一次隔着衣服摸初恋女友的胸脯,她啊的一声大叫.跳着跺开吓的全身出汗   
第一次摸现任女友的胸脯,发现她乳头已经硬了起来.    
第一次与初恋女友发生关系时,她迟迟不肯脱衣上床.   
第一次与现任女友发生关系时,我们一起洗的“鸳鸯浴”      
第一次与初恋女友**时,她傻傻的躺在床上,嘴里叫着: “轻点......痛”   
第一次与现任女友**时,她双手抱着我的背,双腿夹着我的腰,嘴里叫着:“恩......快点”      
第一次与初恋女友**时,她出的是血.  
第一次与现任女友**时,她出的是水     
我现在好想说:“曾经有一份。。。”
--http://www.6park.com

Friday, August 11, 2006

The future of our basketball


"This guy can fly!!"--Lebron James after the match between U.S and China.
"Which grade is he in? I don't mind taking him in Duke"--U.S team head coach commenting on JiangHua.

Chen Jianghua, has shown the world his unmesurable potential in the recent basketball matches with U.S and Germany. What is even more amazing about this guy? He is only 17! He moves fast, dribble the ball well, have a wide view on court and he can shoot. He is the future of our basketball.

Blissfully we only have him, but a lot more. Sun Yue--the 20 years old guard who went through rigorous training in ABA last year and blocked Anthony's dunk in the match with U.S; Yi Jianlian--19 years old 7.1 feet center, who grabbed 9 rebounds and played tough defence in the first half with the German... More will come. :)

World basketbal championship is around the corner. Looking forward to it.

P.S taking GRE (Graduate Record Examination) is no easy job. I only got miserable 400 odd in the verbal section. God bless my graduate school application.

Shame on them


We have a population of 1.4 billion, yet the Chinese Football Man Team is always a loser. They were the lousiest ten years ago and today they are still lousy if not worse.

Neither they have the strength to fight with the top teams like Brazil or France, nor do they even have the passion and spirit to win over some Asian teams like Japan or Korea.

They can only win teams like Thailand which cannot even get into the preliminary round of the World Cup.

4-0 oh yeah we won Thailand Again!!! So what. So shame on them!

Only when our corrupted football leagueand talent-spoiling incubation system are changed, then we may expect a football that deserves the cheers from its fans.

Monday, August 07, 2006

We love this game too!


I just the basketball match of China Vs U.S. I was very much impressed by the energy and enthusiasm our young players have brought out to the game. Although we lost by over 40 points, we did not have our top two stars--Yao Ming and Wang Zhizhi in the game. As mentioned by the CCTV host, we shall not fear to lose this game, instead we shall get a clearer picture of where our strength and weakness lies by fighting with the top competitor in the game. World Basketball Champion is around the corner, starting on August 19th in Japan. We will have some more warm-up matches in the next two weeks. We shall learn from the matches in Europe and Guangzhou, and do whatever it takes to practice the team play in the subsequent matches. By August 19th, we shall be able to give the world a fresh look with a healthy Yao and Zhizhi Wang.

P.S I tried three methods to view CCTV5 today.

1. online streaming by any centralised server--very much outdated. It takes forever to load and the view is never continuous.
2. P2P BitTorrent TV players
2.1 TUV player--very problematic from my past experience. The channel list often does not load properly during initialisation
2.2 PPLive player--takes quite some time to open the first view, as the initial buffering takes a long time. However the subsequent visual quality is good and the view is continuous

Thursday, August 03, 2006

Azhe got a home

It is never better to be back to Hall. It feels to be such a place to stay. Although the fact that I tend not to join others for the happening activities makes me a bit lonely, still there is no place better than Sheares to spend my last few months of undergraduate at.

Seeing all the freshmen coming in, I wonder how I looked like when I was a freshman. The only thing I can remember is the torturing two-week orientation and being very much lost in communication.

Yet experience is experienced. I will certainly cherish my last semester as an undergraduate. Just it would be nice if I got someone to hug tonight.